Becoming Georgiana: Music at Chatsworth
I can’t remember the last time I
did not have a Jane Austen novel nearby. I relate with every character, every
story, every hardship. I live and breathe Austenland. And sometimes, I am
rewarded for my dedication. I am on my way to Chatsworth house. 'Pemberley' Hall. Mansion of my
dreams. Etc.

From Baslow, one must commute
approximately 15 minutes to get to the actual house itself. We walk along a
long muddy lane speckled with sheep and other jolly visitors in their wellies
until we approach the clearing. It’s as if the sudden daunting appearance of
the colossal home beyond the great pines was planned that way. Yes actually. It
probably was. Successfully, I note.
I will omit here the part where I
run/ jump/ yell/ backflip/ weep upon first sight of Chatsworth.
We buy tickets for the whole
sha-bang. House access and outside grounds/gardens access. VIP (or at least
that’s how I look at it). We begin our tour in the first great hall with its
checkered floors and intricately painted ceiling and gilded EVERYTHING—the one
Elizabeth Bennett first encounters as she unexpectedly visits the great
homestead. Room after room we ask questions to the informative guides, we touch
the stuff labeled ‘do not touch’, and we sit in the chairs labeled ‘upon
this-do not sit’. One might argue the signs deceive and thereby coax.
In a great house such as
Chatsworth, the occupying family means to exude their wealth and status by way
of antiquities and treasures from all over the world. In this case, the Duke
and Duchess of Devonshire have kept up appearances accordingly. I look in the
stone face of Pallas Athena, I peruse the library collection of ‘horse biology’,
I admire the English landscape paintings of the home from the last 400 years, I
pass by two historic pianos and yearn for their noise. And then it happened.
After babbling on with a guide
about the comfort of a certain chair ‘upon which, we could sit’, we round a
corner into the impeccably stocked library of Chatsworth. But it’s not the
books I see. I see a piano. A grand piano. Eyes start watering, fingers start
shaking, the ground below me is no longer steady—mostly because I am sprinting
to the Steinway and Sons circa 1900-something-perfect-for-piano-ages. Longingly
I turn back to the guide and ask why there is a piano so out in the open, so
alone, so quiet…and whether it may be played. I think he says yes as I’m
already sitting down, playing. And not just playing. Dying. I’m playing a song
from the Pride and Prejudice movie which I have partially memorized. And all of a sudden I’m an accomplished lady
in 1800.

Most people would be too afraid
to play and attract attention to themselves, but where’s the fun in that? The
gathering crowd thanked me for bringing such beautiful music as they toured the
house and another guide told me it filled the rooms wonderfully. What is more beautiful than an authentic
heritage experience? Someone else played piano there 300 years ago with just as
much vigor.
In my exalted mood, we finish
exploring the house and then continue into the gardens. Muddy footprints,
displaced giant boulders, and rough forest paths guide us through a labyrinth
of specifically crafted ‘gardens’. The English landscape garden was meant to
provide a natural oasis for eager explorers fueled by Romanticism. We
continuously stumble upon mazes, rock gardens, statues, ponds, and pine forests
dense enough to leave an eerie feeling about the fate of our path. As we
finally emerge through miles of walking, we catch the sun setting over
Chatsworth.
We leave fulfilled and hungry.
In the end, I took my one chance
to play a grand piano at Chatsworth House and I will never forget the change in
the atmosphere as soon as music filled its endless passageways. I became a part
of its history.